this sucks.. oh btw MERRY CHRISTMAS to one and all....
anyway getting back.. i got the worst news today.. i guess i shoulda been expecting it.. i mean life isn't always easy now is it?.. i wouldn't say its a crushing blow.. but it might as well have been.. and to have to be so gracious about it sucks.. i think thats possibly the worst thing about it.. i wish i could kick and scream and chuck a fit about it.. not that it would make the situation any better.. but it would definitely make ME feel better... aigh.. wat is there to do... it was wayy too good to be true...
