hmm.. its been slightly more than a week since i last blogged... there's not much to say really.. been bored as usual. nothing exciting happens anymore... think i'm aging too quick.. gotta grasp my childhood before its too late..... time's gone by pretty quick this past year.. only now i'm lamenting its quick pass... the year as a whole is an improvement.. i'm pretty glad with myself.. esp in the past 6 months.. the first 6 months.. i can't exactly say was good... neither can i say it was terribly bad.. just take it as a growing experience huh.... our family's been through a lot the whole past year.. hopefully its behind us now..... well.. anyway... i know i'm about a month behind but i hope this year goes great for me and for everyone else :)
ughhhh bad bad eyes.... dunno wats wrong with me.... my eyes hurt soo much.. bengkak as hell.. so havent been wearing my contacts for awhile... much better today though. this shit started yesterday or so....
Thanks Devain for writing me a silly song i feel so so honoured!! shall post it wen the coast is clear ;)
i'm soo boredddddddd
SHOPPING BONANZA
yayyy went shopping today.. i decided to just not care anymore.. getting tired and frustrated.. i think because of this subconsciously i'm not sleeping well, my eyes are getting swollen and my hayfever is back... anwyay moving on.. :) i bought perfume!! yay and mom bought me a really pretty diamond pendant hehe so i'm not going to Hong Kong no big loss, instead i'm buying my weight in shopping :)
also went to see the chinese doctor yesterday a new one.. and he's tryign to fix my ankle.. put this smelly stuff on it.. so cool wen i took it off, looks like its blue black.. but its not lah of course.. gotta go massage it again...
anwyay this is a quick one.. have to go to temple now...
hmm.. second time around.. its not so much that upsetting neither is it THAT frustrating.. the only no-communication thing pisses me off a little.. but besides that it's more of a feeling of been there, done that type thing.... hey look its sorta become a weekly thing... wow..... mebbe i should just not bother.. just give up and let go... it would make life so much easier.. so convenient.. like how it should be and how i made it all along.. why'd i have to go an dbe such a smart arse and try and be different? blech... stupid stupid stupid me
oh well no more hk trip.. but i'm gonna be going bak to sydney earlier than planned! :) yayyyy just came bak from penang been eating soo much gotta start swimming and gymming :)
Parents have such double standards
considering the fact that I have lived on my own for roughly 8-10 years, I have never ever been on holiday by myself like without my family. yeah sure the closest thing to that may have been a road trip to
Melbourne with a bunch of guys but the only reason why I went on that was because they didn't know about it. every year i say,"Mom, I'm gonna go skiing in July" and she'll reply,"Sure go ahead" then July rolls around and she goes ," oh we're coming to sydney we can go skiing with u" yeah then they turn up and all we do is stay home or go star city. skiing huh.. I mean yeah go boast to everyone that ur children are so independent they live on their own, havent lived with parents since they were 9 etc. etc. etc.. then why must u say that yeah i can go to Hk sure whenever I want then wen i really ask to book my ticket, not only do i get a guilt trip but then later i get a massive lecture about how disorganised I am.. geez...
to make matters worse, my ring so does not look like the
Cartier ring i was so hoping for.. instead Joy said my ring makes me look
Cina arghhh and I was so excited to go to Hong Kong i mean.. i'd never been anywhere besides
Australia, Bangkok and singapore hah some independence.. of course I had other reasons to be excited hehe but then i mean arghhhh eeeeeeghhhh uggghhhhhh arrrghhhh
sorry had to rant and rave to get it out of my system. really wish i had my p.c. here with me... miss my hardcore PROPER music
and so the world is all bright and happy again... :D
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you
[Chorus]
It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
wokeh.. obviously it doesnt ALL apply haha but hey its a great song.. the remix isn't half bad either :) just saw kee.. had mamak.. hehe wanted to fix my tatt... but i think i'll wait for reuben to get his own equipment :)
how can just 24hours change the way you look at everything.
