hmm.. second time around.. its not so much that upsetting neither is it THAT frustrating.. the only no-communication thing pisses me off a little.. but besides that it's more of a feeling of been there, done that type thing.... hey look its sorta become a weekly thing... wow..... mebbe i should just not bother.. just give up and let go... it would make life so much easier.. so convenient.. like how it should be and how i made it all along.. why'd i have to go an dbe such a smart arse and try and be different? blech... stupid stupid stupid me
